A Wee Home from Home is at Northern Stage, which is celebrating its 40th birthday with a season of meditations on northernness. The theatre has actually been known as Northern Stage since it reopened in 2006: for most of those forty years it was either
the University Theatre or the Playhouse. Ambivalent, moi? You bet. I don't think my feelings about northernness will fit into their
interactive questionnaire.
For a start, how often do I think of myself as northern? Not often, and mostly when I'm visiting family and friends in London. I admit I had a twinge the other morning, lying in bed listening to someone on the radio how the French region of Nord-Pas de Calais were promoting themselves as the south of the south of England, and would love to involve themselves in the 2012 Olympics. "They're welcome," I thought. "Anyway, they're closer to London than we are." Yet when I'm in the north of France, I'm more likely to think how northern it feels than how southern: the red-brick terraces, the post-industrial, post-mining communities, the beer...
Mostly, though, when I'm in Durham, I don't think of myself as being from the north, I'm from here, the centre of the compass. I'm more likely to tell people I'm an Essex girl (another partial truth) than claim to be northern. By inclination, I'm as likely to holiday further north as further south: but I'd hardly tell a Shetlander or an Icelander that I'm northern, would I? (Not that Iceland is as far north as I thought. In Norway I have been within the Arctic Circle, but to cross that line in Iceland I would have had to take the ferry to one small island; the country as a whole is further south and further west than I thought).
At the post-play discussion, the host asked Frank McConnell whether he regarded himself as northern. He replied that he came originally from Glasgow, but now lived much of the time on - Uist, I think it was; one of the Western Isles, anyway. He was, in other words, tactful about not choosing the word 'northern' to describe himself to someone who did lay claim to the term, despite being based well to the south of him. On the other hand, looked at from within Scotland, Glasgow is part of the great southern conurbation.
It's all relative, in other words. Newcastle, at 55° north, is in the north of England, which lies to the south of Scotland, but further north than anywhere in the US except Alaska (that's hard to take in: in my mind if we fly due west across the Atlantic, we land in New York, or maybe Boston. I know this isn't so, but I have to keep reminding myself). But we want to be northern, because there's a virtue in it - and that's a whole other can of worms.