Still weeping
Jul. 18th, 2012 10:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shewhomustThe process of my cataract operation is very nearly complete (and, considering that the operation itself was two months ago, about time too). I have now collected my new glasses - two pairs, one for the computer, one varifocal for everything else - from the optician, and am getting used to wearing them.
And I am getting used to it. I was so frustrated at having to wait for the new lenses, and the strain of forcing my now quite reasonably sighted left eye to look through glass made to the old prescription, that I was stupidly assuming that I would put on the new glasses and all would be well. But of course my eyes now have to be retrained to see through the new lenses.
The computer glasses, being a simpler prescription, were available earlier, and I am adjusting more quickly to them. My eyes are still watering - yes, both eyes are feeling the strain, I don't know why - but not as badly, and I don't have a headache after a day at the screen.
But acclimatising while seated, looking at something a fixed distance away, is a doddle compared to getting used to my new all-purpose glasses. When I got my first pair of bifocals, I was warned that they would take some getting used to, that I would find it tricky that when I looked down the focus would change... But no, I never had any problems with them: within a few days we were walking in the hills and I was handling the descents as confidently as ever (which is, admittedly, not very). Now I'm having all the difficulties I didn't have then; it has taken me the best part of a week to feel happy going down stairs in my new glasses.
Progress is, however, perceptible - except in one respect. I used the description "all-purpose" because the optician was convinced that I shouldn't need separate reading glasses: why pay for expensive bifocals, and not benefit from their versatility? Opticians have told me this before, and been mistaken, but I was already replacing two pairs of glasses, and was happy to defer the cost of a third. Nonetheless, I can't actually read with my varifocals. Oh, in a good light I can squint and decipher print, if it isn't too small - mostly I can follow a recipe without putting glasseson and off. But that's not reading.
At present my old reading glasses are better than nothing - but only just. As my eye becomes accustomed to a lens made to its measure, the old lenses feel more smeared - soon it will be more comfortable to do without. It's possible that I will then discover I can after all read through the varifocals; it's possible that I will order a pair of reading glasses.
This is to be read as an update, the end of a story of which I posted the beginning. The tone of voice is not plaintive; nearly there, now.
And I am getting used to it. I was so frustrated at having to wait for the new lenses, and the strain of forcing my now quite reasonably sighted left eye to look through glass made to the old prescription, that I was stupidly assuming that I would put on the new glasses and all would be well. But of course my eyes now have to be retrained to see through the new lenses.
The computer glasses, being a simpler prescription, were available earlier, and I am adjusting more quickly to them. My eyes are still watering - yes, both eyes are feeling the strain, I don't know why - but not as badly, and I don't have a headache after a day at the screen.
But acclimatising while seated, looking at something a fixed distance away, is a doddle compared to getting used to my new all-purpose glasses. When I got my first pair of bifocals, I was warned that they would take some getting used to, that I would find it tricky that when I looked down the focus would change... But no, I never had any problems with them: within a few days we were walking in the hills and I was handling the descents as confidently as ever (which is, admittedly, not very). Now I'm having all the difficulties I didn't have then; it has taken me the best part of a week to feel happy going down stairs in my new glasses.
Progress is, however, perceptible - except in one respect. I used the description "all-purpose" because the optician was convinced that I shouldn't need separate reading glasses: why pay for expensive bifocals, and not benefit from their versatility? Opticians have told me this before, and been mistaken, but I was already replacing two pairs of glasses, and was happy to defer the cost of a third. Nonetheless, I can't actually read with my varifocals. Oh, in a good light I can squint and decipher print, if it isn't too small - mostly I can follow a recipe without putting glasseson and off. But that's not reading.
At present my old reading glasses are better than nothing - but only just. As my eye becomes accustomed to a lens made to its measure, the old lenses feel more smeared - soon it will be more comfortable to do without. It's possible that I will then discover I can after all read through the varifocals; it's possible that I will order a pair of reading glasses.
This is to be read as an update, the end of a story of which I posted the beginning. The tone of voice is not plaintive; nearly there, now.
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Date: 2012-07-18 10:08 pm (UTC)I am not looking forward to this when my time inevitably comes.
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Date: 2012-07-19 10:55 am (UTC)Back when I could read through the varifocals, the one thing I couldn't manage was reading comics in bed (lying on my back, seeing through the wrong bit of the lens...); I don't suppose your mother - to whom please give my regards! - is trying to do that. Now I read in bed without glasses (and know it's time to turn the light out when the book hits me on the nose).
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Date: 2012-07-19 12:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-19 10:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-19 12:58 am (UTC)(Me, I want my reading-glasses back; I am tired of dragging my everyday glasses to the end of my nose. Unhappily, my reading-glasses were knocked to the floor by a wicked cat's-paw, and thus betrodden on all unawares by me...)
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Date: 2012-07-19 10:58 am (UTC)This sounds ominous; you can't *want* to hear more of this, surely?
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Date: 2012-07-19 08:02 am (UTC)I have stupid eyes that make lots of demands on my brain and varifocals are a step too far. I tried them, but found the experience utterly miserable. I can handle bifocals, but wear my reading glasses 80% of the time. On my bifcoals the reading area is too small to be comfortable for anything other than menus and the like.
abrinsky, on the other hand, put on his first pair of varifocals and wondered what I'd been making a fuss about. Grrrrr.
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Date: 2012-07-19 10:59 am (UTC)But yes, I see new reading glasses in the very near future.
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Date: 2012-07-19 11:16 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-07-19 12:34 pm (UTC)And yay! Looking forward to seeing you there!
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Date: 2012-07-20 12:07 pm (UTC)And I'm glad there is progress with the glasses, but it sounds like an uphill struggle.
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Date: 2012-07-20 02:26 pm (UTC)And re the glasses: I seem to be making heavier weather of it than others I've spoken to - but my left eye was *very* weak, so there's a bigger change than for most people.
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Date: 2012-07-19 08:40 pm (UTC)Yay for well-timed updates.
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Date: 2012-07-19 09:13 pm (UTC)